What did you expect out of me?

I´m a girl, of course I´m gonna be emotional, of course I´m  gonna have mood swings, of course I´m gonna get jealous, of course I´m going to worry, of course I´m gonna complain, of course I´m gonna be confusing, of course I´m gonna be selfish, of course I´m going to be difficult to understand.

I´m  NOT going to be perfect & to be honest,

I might never be the way you want me to be, but one thing you should know is that I´m  trying.
It's not like I want to give you a hard time purposely, it's not like I enjoy making you upset, it's not like I mean to push you away.

I´m  just been through a lot, my trust has been misplaced so many times, my heart's been broken a lot & my judgement has been wrong & I´m just scared it might be the same.

So forgive me, forgive me for being afraid to get hurt again.